If i have been acting strange, here is why. (Also this is talking about suicidal thoughts and if you arent into that just dont read this)

I thought that %80 of everyone hated me or just wanted me to not talk to them (Including family)

So i made a plan to end my life.

For a second i realized that i am not being that correct and was just not feeling that well mentally.

And before any of this even started I had no idea who to trust for a long time.

Why should I blame myself, this happens alot among people and some of my family members where kind of being really harsh to me just for not being how they want me to be.

Sometimes i will need some time to decompress and calm down.

I also have many other mental heath problems that are makeing me unable to say or think good things about myself.